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Monday, January 22

Heyy..

Went to Speakeasy last night..both me and yaya need to lose out a bit since we both are facing some problems..maybe our mind wasnt there so we didnt really enjoyed the performance and we didnt even take any pictures..but im glad that my surprise actually brighten up her day..:)
i know that im not facing what you are going thru but you have to be strong gerl for yourself and also your family..like i always say if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here for you..i cant promise to solve your problems or make it go away but atleast i can cry with you and lend you my shoulder to cry on..

To whoever it may concern..i somehow know you going to read my blog..i bet its this weekend..im offended by what you wrote in your blog..seriously i was..the moment i read it i was like so hurt..my intention was sincere..im not angry if you want to doubt me but what you wrote its not doubts nor assuming..seriously i wanted to ignore you straight away..but im not those kind of people who suddenly dissapear like that from someone's live..my friends' live actually..i treat you like a friend and what i get is that thinking you have of me..you told me it isnt easy for you to befriend a girl and yet you want to ruin this friendship you bulit with me..im not asking for your appreciation on this little relationship we trying to sustain called friendship but atleast some recognition..i know my decision hurt you but im doing what i done for your own good, our own good..i dont want to end up hurting you with my decision in the later part..its better for me end it then than leading you far..but it seems that what i have done its not right in your eyes..if you think i shouldnt be replying to your msgs and treating you like how i been treating you then so be it..its up to you right now..im dissapointed that you misjudging me..i thought you were someone i can call friend but its seems that you are taking it to the wrong direction..

im tired..
need my beauty sleep for now..
goodbye people..
:)