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Friday, January 26

Heyy...

26th Jan 2007,0839hrs Changi General Hospital Ward 29 Bed 23..The day, date and location where my granny held her last breath..
Was on the way to work..i was on the escalator to be exact when i receive a phone call from my sis saying granny pass away..i was stunned and confuse for awhile..call my manager informing him and off to hospital..i try to keep myself strong and hold back my tears while going to the hospital..tears rolled down my cheek the moment i step my feet to the ward..i went to her bed and started to cry..looking at her and kissing her forehead made me cry even worse..i walk out and went to the toilet to cry for awhile..after that went to granny house with Salina to help the rest clean up and do some preparation..Alhamdulilah everything went on smoothly..except that all the girl cousins didnt get to follow to the kubor as too many people were following..

Now everything will be different..Celebrating raya will be different..no more weekly visiting to granny's crib..no more late night duty at the hospital..no more cousins' meeting at the lobby..and no more eating at the canteen and laughing our ass out at each other jokes..
I will surely miss those times..make sure we still keep in contact aight..remember all our plans..the town 'lepaking', the chalet, the tanjung pinang trip and all other plans we had..

Got to go for now..need to wake up early for tomorow's kenduri..
take care peoples..
:)

Losing her is like losing a part of me..
Semoga roh nya di rahmati ALLAH..
Semoga roh nya ditempatkan bersama-sama orang-orang yang salih..
Amin..