Heyy..

Im all alone at home right now..Everyone is out..Supposedly wanted to go Zila's wedding but suddenly laziness struck as her event is very far at Teck Whye seh..haha..Aniway congrates to Zila & Din on your wedding..May you both bless with all the happiness in this world..:)
The plan on visting Ain also was cancel due to last minute Mas had some stuffs going on.. So now im stuck at home..haha..But its okay cause im still tired from yesterday kenduri and club..Came home at 6+ in the morning and all i can afford to do was wash my face and then off to bed..Too shagged to even have a decent shower..haha..:)

Yesterday kenduri was fun lah actually..Not much people, maybe because Mak Odeh and her gang was not there..haha..So basically it was all the uncles, aunties and cousins only..Purely family affair..All of us had a great laugh disturbing Kak Mai with her crazy antics and unknowingly jokes..Even Cik Leha join in..haha..It was all fun and laughters yesterday..Didnt realise that all this moments will come..But its all good cause it strenghten our bonds..:) After kenduri my plan was to go supper with Hadi at Esplanade but then Kak Nana ajak go St James with Sumi and her friends..haha..So i cancel my plan with him and i decide to go club with my sis..haha..Saw few people i know like Sham,Zul and i dont remember whats that guy name..haha..St James was alright lah..Had a good time..Ard 4 Hadi fetch me and we went for supper with Id,Poji,Taufik,Gigi,Bai and 3 of their other friends that i dont remember their names..Actually they had their supper not me lah..I was already full from the kenduri earlier..Ard 6+ he send me home after all had a great laugh about everything..Thanks yah Hadi for sending me home..:)


Haha..kinda a long post eh..
Kay peoples..Take care yah...
:)

*u who breaks my heart mend it.


Before i end this post would just like to say this to someone..I know you going to read my blog..
Im not judging you through your friends or even what they are doing but like i told you before it somehow has an impact in my thinking of you..Its natural for me to have doubts right cause im afraid that it will happen to me..Its not the first time or even only one person and i guess i have all the rights to think twice and thrice about what im doing..I know you wanted so much for it to happen between us but trust me if i have doubts it wont work out the way we wanted it to be or even plan it to be..Maybe we dont really know each other or maybe you just dont understand me..Its true i say we need to take things slow and we just go with the flow but its seems that now we are taking it too slow till the flow isnt going the way we want it to be anymore..Maybe we are not meant to be..You may think that its easy for me to say all this but theres more to it..Theres so many things i need to clarify with you that i dont even know where to start or even how to say it all..I dont want to be compare with anyone..Im not them and they are not me..I am who i am..Accept me for who i am or just leave me for the person you thought i will be but can never be..Accept me or just leave!! That my best advice to you.. Thank you for everything.. All the memories and gifts you showered me with.. Its not the gifts that i measured your love with but with all the care concern and your understanding.. Really appreciate everything.