Heyy...

Did i take the wrong step? Have i make the wrong move? I dont think i should do what i have done. It was mistake and a sheer stupid one i must say. Why must i doubt my own action. Why must i question my decisions. I just wonder.

Maybe its a mistake for us to reconcile. Everything seems so different right now. I cant explain the feelings i have at this moment. Suddenly the thought of you just remind me of that day. The anguish i felt at you for shooting at me like that. For blaming or maybe destesting my friend for the things she never did. What was that all about. Im still wondering cause it was so unnecessary. You say we need to talk but somehow i felt that theres nothing to talk about. You say you wouldnt give up but i guess you just should stop and let it go cause it useless. Everything is so different now,everything have changed. My feelings change,my heart change and now my mind has change too. The best i can advise you is that we should let it be done and over with. I dont want to be accused for playing with your feelings nor treating you for granted,like you told me that day. I dont want your friends to think that im playing hard to get and just messing with you and your heart. I somehow feel maybe we are better off this way. No string attached.Maybe just as colleague will do.

The friend whom used to listen to my rantings about you,now cant be bothered anymore to listen. Shes hurt by the words you said. She no longer gives me the advice i need from a friend or even an opinion of two whenever i have doubts about you. Everything has change. And so have i. Sorry. Thats all i can afford to say.

Thanks for all the memories we shared cause you open my eyes to a number of things and taught me a lot of stuffs along this journey. Thank you so much for all this is so irreplaceable. :)

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